Ponderings

Sometimes life leaves me questioning things and why or why not some things happen or don't happen.  I like to ponder, but that may or may not always be a good thing.  I'm always looking for answers, but I don't always get them.

I have to say that right now, I am the happiest I have been in a really long time.  I laugh a lot and I smile a lot, I missed that for awhile.  It mostly has to do with attitude changes, but it also has a lot to do with who I've been spending time with lately.  I have really awesome roommates.  My coworkers are really cool.  The friends I have around me are spectacular.  I even have a few people that I feel that I trust a whole lot more than anyone else and that hasn't happened in a long time.  I don't open up to many people so it really surprises me when I do.