Wanting

As tonight goes on, I feel as though I am wanting something but don't quite know what it is that I want.  There are definitely some things that I continually find that I would like to have, but after some quiet introspection, what I really want hasn't been identified.  It could be a combination of things or something I just haven't thought of just yet.  It's almost like the feeling you get when you feel as though you have lost or forgotten something but can't figure it out...especially when you know there isn't anything to be lost or forgotten.

Another feeling I have had in short amounts over the last few weeks is that of anxiety.  It comes and goes, but for no reason.  Sure my vacation is coming to an end and school will be starting soon, but no biggie, I've done that before.  Yeah, I'm getting three new roommates and it's been awhile since I've lived with anyone else, but I've done that before and I like the girls that are moving in.  I had a training meeting I was in charge of, but just like my Sunday School class, I knew what to expect and knew I would be and do just fine.  So why am I anxious all of a sudden?